2nd Feb'18

9^th is the due date of the baby, 6^th is the weekly check up. 

Last night woke up at 12:00 and slept at 4:00 a.m.

I was crying that the baby hadn’t come out. Getting really desperate. The image captures the desperation really well. Ninth month has turned out to be the hardest. By now, I have experienced everything there is to experience in terms of pain, nausea, cramps, fatigue, so on and so forth. But this wait....seemingly endless wait....this carrying around the baby, heavy stomach and the accompanying tiredness, this not knowing when the baby will come and not knowing why is the baby taking so long to come....this is really mind-numbingly painful.  

  

Last time, I was working full time.
So didn't even realize when the nine months had passed. Add to that, Tanvi came 17 days early.

Today afternoon, Satty got a call from the company saying joining is on the 8^th. Offer letter had come. Now after hearing the news of his appointment letter and the possibility of a mediclaim reimbursement of hospital expenses through his official mediclaim policy, I joked to him that may be that's why God didn’t let the baby come out soon. That’s why the delay. 

I am telling myself to be ready now - to hold onto another 10 days. Say, maybe delivery is on 19^th my birthday – then we both can celebrate together and can claim mediclaim also. Haha!

Ten days after DD!! Will it happen so? When will she come?